when the person you least expected to hurt you—- HURTS you!
I was left with every pieces of my heart lost and broken. I wonder why things turned out this way. Where did I go wrong? What have I done? I lost half of myself while trying to figure out the truth. I wasn’t so sure why? or how? I did try not to feed my self with the emerging thoughts of “what if’s”. I did trust you, and I still do. I did love you and I will always love you. But I lost you along the way. Where the hell is the person I once loved? Where is the exact guy who swore not to push me away? Where are you behind these things?
Kung ikaw nasa posesyon ko, anong gagawin mo?
They say that, “We don’t meet people by accident, they are meant to cross our path for a reason.” Luckily, you walked along my path and then without a word you changed my life..:)
A lie of love
Sometimes all your options leads you to feed him with all the lies you could ever think of just to lighten up the burden he feels. I love you and i wanna feel what you feel. To see you this down is such a pain to me. It breaks my heart to tell you all those lies, coz i know it never happened and will never be. But you left me with no option. I just wanna help. I just dont wana see you blaming your self for everything. I just wanna be the one to carry it all. Blame it to me. Blame everything to me. If this move leads to losing you then id rather do it just to ease away the burden.:(
I love you and I will always be.
Acceptance and Love
“Move on”, that’s what everyone says. Learn from your experiences, that’s what the book tells. Instead of mourning about the loss, why dont you take it as a good sign of knowing yourself more.
There’s no use of contemplating about how and why things ended this way. There’s no use of letting the world know you’re hurting. And lastly there’s no place for regrets.
Every action has its own consequences, and every consequences has its own pain. All you got to do is to accept the fact that every story ends.
Don’t blame yourself. Love like there’s no tomorrow. Feel the pain coz it will always be a part of it. Be strong and face the challenges in life.
That’s how you mold yourself. That’s how to know the real you.
why gave me up?
my weary heart
words to ponder,
heart that is wrecked.
thoughts to replenish,
mind that is weak.
eyes soaked in tears,
mouth left with no words.
air to breath,
memories that fade,
love that is swept away.
you’ll be back someday.
promises to forget,
love to be thrown.
it trully hurts!!!!